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okay
i was doing better
and i think it just got worse
by a lot.
my friends just
don't like me anymore
and i'm kinda left with one person now who's never there on time, but i cant blame her for that i'm just really inconvenient
but
all my attempts to reach out for someone
to call for help
were lost in some sea
i feel as if everyone just thinks i'm a pathetic person and overreacts an takes things too far
people say stand up for yourself
but i'm even worse
i tried and failed
one of the most painful things you can ever go through is the realization that you aren't good enough anymore
that feeling that nobody likes you
nobody really wants to talk to you or even be your friend
you kinda just never found the right people
and i really want to ind someone
who just understands same and who i can say anything to without being afraid
and i was so close
and then i blew it, and they probably dont like me anymore.
i just,,
i want to know what i did to deserve all of this.
i must have done something really horrible, because at this point i want to unplug everything and start over
like, i want to go back
and fix everything i did
maybe i'd be happy if that was possible
i just want it all to stop
but just when i think it will
another wave of depression and problems washes me up
its just an endless cycle, and i want to change that
i was doing better
and i think it just got worse
by a lot.
my friends just
don't like me anymore
and i'm kinda left with one person now who's never there on time, but i cant blame her for that i'm just really inconvenient
but
all my attempts to reach out for someone
to call for help
were lost in some sea
i feel as if everyone just thinks i'm a pathetic person and overreacts an takes things too far
people say stand up for yourself
but i'm even worse
i tried and failed
one of the most painful things you can ever go through is the realization that you aren't good enough anymore
that feeling that nobody likes you
nobody really wants to talk to you or even be your friend
you kinda just never found the right people
and i really want to ind someone
who just understands same and who i can say anything to without being afraid
and i was so close
and then i blew it, and they probably dont like me anymore.
i just,,
i want to know what i did to deserve all of this.
i must have done something really horrible, because at this point i want to unplug everything and start over
like, i want to go back
and fix everything i did
maybe i'd be happy if that was possible
i just want it all to stop
but just when i think it will
another wave of depression and problems washes me up
its just an endless cycle, and i want to change that
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hey
uh
okay
so,
i dnt know
im really depressed lately
and ive noticed im really starting to make some bad decisions
ive yelled at a lot of people lately
and said some dumb shit
and just a small heads up,,
if i ever say something that hurts your feelings
just,
please dont let it get to you
its probably just because i dont know how to deal
and im just emotional lately
i dont know what im doing, like
i always plan out what im saying
but now im not thinking and just, speaking.
a lot of things are going on, and im jsut taking out all my pain on other people
so, i guess im sorry if i act like a bitch
i shoould just shut up, but
im j
Main Title: Prolouge, pt. 2
Music meme
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the first line of the beginning of the song to answer the question even if it doesn't make sense.
4. Get your friends to try to guess the song if you can.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Hey Trace?
WHAT'S YOUR OUTLOOK ON LIFE?
The elevated train by my window doesn't faze me anymore
WHAT DOES YOUR FAMILY THINK OF YOU?
This is the case of the people versus horton the elaphant
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Bustelo-Marlboro Banana by the bunch
WHAT DO STRANGERS THINK OF YOU?
All of this time I planned
WHAT DO YOUR EXES TH
aaah shit
so
basically,,
at school theres this girl who i used to talk to so much
and now things got in the way, like doing things afterschool and homework
and shes told me im her greatest friend
but im afraid that is gonna be taken away from me because of lack of interaction
and i really dont want to be #2 again, i want to mean something to someone
but now im scared im gonna be a #2, or we arent ever gonna talk
teverytime she said like "oh,, you're always there for me" or "you're my greatest friend"
it aways made me feel better, even if i had the worst day
but now im sitting here like
what if im just a friend now, or not friends at all?
be
Devious Journal Entry
GRYFFINDOR:
[x] You've never done illegal drugs
[ ] You have a lot of friends
[ ] You get along with everyone
[ ] You haven't made fun of someone for at least two months
] You love soccer
[ ] You love baseball
[x] You're into writing and art
[ ] Favourite music genre is pop rock
[x] You believe in "innocent until proven guilty" theory
[ ] One of your favourite colours is red or gold
[x] Good grades at school
[ ] One of the worst things you can do is lie
[x] You plan on going to college/university
TOTAL: 5
HUFFLEPUFF:
[ ] You're content with mostly everything in your life right now.
[x] You laugh a lot
[ ] You like to fol
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